Hit Person

I've figured it out.  I will sock away a little bit of cash or some item, and if I fail to dig out of this mess, I'll contract a hit on myself.  It is just that I feel better with a plan B.  Just in case.

Times are actually that hard many days, lately, but then some things get me all worked up and angry and I figure I'll stick around long enough to vent a little.  People are so full of it when they look at others so damned sure they know they could do so much better with the same raw material.

Often people make these ignorant judgements on people who do not harm them or anyone.  They just don't quite get how to live like the happy sheep who fit this societal mold very well, or who were smart enough to see the game for the manipulative propaganda fest is and beat the system.

I was always sure people could not really be so stupid, duplicitous, conniving, and disloyal as they are.  So I figured I must be all wrong and rebelled against myself   Is that idiotic or what?  True story, though.  Story of my life.  Confused and dazed.

What a difficult thing it is to exist with all the proper permits and updates required.  Once I was all up to date and copesetic with the big Government machine.  Not so much now or most of my life.  It is not malicious.   I just have extreme difficulty with it.  And I hate hate hate government language, which is much like public school language and it hits a nerve.  Big time.

Why bother with wait and see?  I should put notice out that I need a hit person sooner than later.  I do not expect that I will ever change.  If that is the case, then I cannot last long.

Alright, I will give it a try.   Maybe.  I hate this hollow aching bewilderment and dread.  That should be for nitwits and statists.  The ones who make life more difficult for everyone else while pretending to be compassionate or victims or any number of things they aren't.

Big trouble in life---too many people minding too many other people's business.   That and the misguided notion that islamophobia is an irrational fear.
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Post Number Plenty for Today; Always the misfit never the One

Philosophically, I have generally leaned libertarian, or almost anarchist, when it comes to government.  I find paternalistic/maternalistic, mind-your-business governments to be highly intrusive, and somewhat insulting.   Rather stupid people monitoring my behavior and business without cause.

But things are what they are, which is way too complex to redo over night.  And, considering that much of the human race is insanely stubborn when it comes to not being self destructive nutcases, perhaps some armed authority is necessary.

Just look how quickly people rationalize that they are victims so they can loot and riot and shout and get lucky with other protester types looking for a fix.  That's where you go if you are young and looking for sex or drugs.  So, that hasn't changed since 1969.

There was mention of minimum wage somewhere.  I still do not see it as government's job to fix wages.   But I do recall being puzzled by the attitudes of my more wealthy and enterprising peers growing up.

They would be describing some initiative to make money which required some labor.  High profit thing, but I do not recall exactly what was the job.  The general thinking I'm about to convey was encountered many times.    There was always that point where they talk about hiring day labor off the corner and paying some ridiculously low figure.  "Yea, only have to pay them $(hardly anything) per hour!   Make out like a bandit!

And here I am, Mr. No Unions-No Government, asking why pay so little if you make so much.  I'm trying to figure out the formula that pays the most.  Some see that as contradiction. I think not.  Government is a thieving outfit and ripe for corruption by its very nature.

Anyway, the most exploitative of these people was the wheel of the young Democrats.  He's the one who said you back the winning politician and then they owe you.  He said the rhetoric and "little guy" stuff was just how you get votes but that the real business was done for those who paid.

I still would seek the most pay for those helping me.  I see no purpose for a union if everyone is sane.  But they aren't.  Unions and all the rest just perpetuate trouble.  They idea that you milk your workers for all you can and milk employer for all you can is not good.  The adversarial approach, even to law and justice, has been over rated and extrapolated out to an absurdity.  Like defending a true scumbag rapist or murderer, knowing his guilt but getting him off because you're slick.  That is wrong.  Prosecuting insanely is wrong too.  But they all rationalize, just like the young democrat.

But, I have to wonder sometimes.  Maybe people are so base and small minded and greedy that you have to have unions, and companies have to own politicians to help counter them (though unions own many politicians too).

Now we have people saying you cannot question the rationale of their half truths or acts of aggression if you are white because it shows your privilege.  A genius had to invent that one.  No possible way to discuss the matter with the koolaid addled believer.

So many false or staged events have come down the pike attempting to depict white racism and such that I do not know how many, if any, of the supposed white power hate crimes or events are true.  The videos of beatings circulating don't tend to find the white person doing the punching and ganging up.

I've seen rednecks in action.  Some white, far more, on a percentage basis, are of color.  Sorry but crime stats bear that out.  I get it is complicated but it won't get better if we keep pretending that which is not true.

If I am lying, then let's just get a diverse crowd together and drop them all in different neighborhoods from their own.  I would suggest that it is far less likely anyone gets mugged shot or beat for skin color in the white neighborhood than any of the others.  And I don't even like white people that much.  Just fact.  You know it and I know it.

The point here is not that there are not white bullies.  The point is that they are really the least of the random violence problem and not enough to justify the open season called for by many on all whites who aren't part of the activist program.

Doesn't make any nitwits who really are being idiots less criminal.   Just saying, look at yourself before going off on the white privilege rant.  And if you are white and do that, I think you are a moron who secretly feels guilty for secretly being a racist.  Otherwise why do all these others need your great white hope protection?  Who're you?

So we got the prized victim badge opportunities and white people joining the imaginary fight so they won't get beat up by those they consider inferior, and so certain organizations can group dumbass voters into reliable voting blocs.  That is such an insult, but no one gets it.  You can bet George Soros does.

Oh well.  I would still pay labor as much as I could, rather than as little.  I feel so unrepresented in the world.  Really.  I used to cry sometimes in frustration for being a misfit.  Now I just curse loudly into the wind at no one in particular, "%^&* You!!!  You sorry M^**()$##@'s Go **&^ *&^%*(* and the horse you ride in on!!!"   Or I may just drive by yelling "You big hell!! Dammit!"

The Devil; part 2

After some investigation, I realize just how dangerous the mess could be.  The commenters who seem to take relatively neutral comments and turn them into wild political statements with which they can argue have interesting pages.   Walls, in fb speak, but I refuse to call the damned page a wall.  Since writing my brother's name on a wall as a child, I don't write on walls.

The thinking was, "I really want to write on the wall, now that I can write.  I always get in trouble.  My brother never gets in trouble.  Hey, if I write his name no one gets busted.  A win all around".
Guess what?  It worked exactly as planned.  No one ever said a word to him, and no one blamed me either.  The little fake signature stayed until forever.  It was behind the door a couple of feet off the ground.  "Tommy", it said.

I even tried to make it messy like his handwriting.  I took forever to write anything because it had to be perfect.  This trait did not serve me well when it came to note taking and much else.  That slow writing and reading is still with me, but I compensate and it has improved slightly.

So, talk about your privilege and institutional discrimination, I grew up being the oppressed, unprivileged one in that universe.  Crazy.  Makes me want to go around writing his name everywhere.  Just because.

So, I see things on this one lady's page that indicate it is hopeless if you think these hysterical people will chill.  One thing say that if you say things like "it will be OK", "relax, and see what the guy does when he's in", or protesting and stopping traffic, confronting people for being alleged white Trump supporters is no good"  then "your privilege is showing".

I kid you not.  Now you cannot say, hey, ease up, no one can legally hurt you or whatever.  No that shows you know nothing.  The thing is, she is white.  She is also somehow a victim.  I think it is ok to be a white female, or trans of some kind.  Garden variety white male cannot speak or think unless he says exactly what daily kos or other progressive site considers OK.  Even then, he must avoid treading near another's self proclaimed of color only zone.

Bigots of the world unite!!!   Oh, you already have.  I can find you in safe spaces and on progressive sites.  You think just like the worst of the kkk. You should band together.

So, there is no way to reason.  Their current talking points consist of memes explaining why they need to suspend civility--because they think Trump is not civil, so no we must riot.  This is just intellectual laziness.  And that greed for attention and power, and an excuse to damage people or property. Yippee, a sadism fix!  And a masochist fantasy.  wowsers!!!

It Is The Devil

Why do I respond to facebook hysteria?  If you point out the error in being hysterical and demanding the immunity victimhood provides, you are the enemy.  People are too goddam dumb to figure out that this hysteria over lies is just that.

No way to settle them down.  Their "civil rights are directly threatened".  Presumably by the president-elect.   I'll concede that I feel all of our civil rights have been threatened and violated by our own government and an accelerating rate for decades.  But they aren't talking that.

They are too goddam caught up in this manufactured drama to just clear the mind for a second.  Come on, facebook nutjobs.  Having enemies is not a thrilling passtime.  The lack of truth and the reasoning that amounts to convincing the greedy and gullible that their back is against the wall like a cornered animal is a dangerous thing.  They then feel it is justified to do any violent or vandal thing they choose.  Self defense, even though no one has even threatened them.

It is what happens when you say things in a dumbass way, then people exaggerate and lie about what it means, and you go ahead because you have dumbasses who think it is cool.  So we have a battle of nitwits.

I say I do not believe people are coming in the night to attack "off color" people or the colorless.  All of a sudden I am full of privilege and have never known anyone harassed or harmed due to race.  The sick part is, I have.  Inconveniently I have known more people harmed, raped etc. for apparently being white, though I have known victims of white redneck fools too.  Just because you were told Trump is white power, does not make it true.

I suspect both the white power dimwits and frothing at the mouth progressives both buy the story.  Just what the doctor ordered.

The point is, Obama is still president.  Blame him until Jan 20, if you must.  But the "Oh I am an of color victim, because Trump!!"  is pure and simple nonsense.  I think many more of the colorless can claim to be victim because of your reaction to Trump.  So, once again, it is because of Trump, who is not even president yet.

Always Miss The Last One

Almost always.  I missed Clinton even though I did not agree with some of his governmental policies and wars.  With Bush I worried he'd say something that would get mocked, even when he was mostly right.  Did not ultimately like his mideast policy.  Skeptical but not outspoken re Iraq war, but I was openly opposed to first one.  His forming of the homeland security agency was a blow to American style freedom.  Bad bad thing.

Anyway, I already miss Obama and I think he is very much on the wrong side of a lot, and that he's screwed the mideast worse than ever.   I missed Bush when Barack was weighing in on police incidents in other states, with no real knowledge except that maybe there was a black person involved.  He was divisive.  And in the pockets of billionaires who called the shots.  Crazy that people imagine otherwise.

But, I miss Obama because I am afraid of what Trump is liable to say.  When you know a thing you say is ripe for being twisted and used as weapon, do not say it.  Or at least state it differently.  Nothing annoys me more than the little na nah nah nitpickers other than those who can't resist baiting them.

Hell, Donald could start up his tit for tat with Rosie again.  That was embarrassing even before he was running for office.  Both of them are shallow and of that petty kind of New York City redneck attitude.  Obnoxious.  Only a segment of the city is that way but it is a distinctly NYC brand of redneck idiot.  Versions found everywhere to one degree or another.

So, I suppose all I can look forward to is Melania sunbathing on the roof.   I hope she breaks tradition and does not sap the treasury for some dumbass cause like school lunch diets or roadside flowers or whatever.  I don't care if it is a big "save the children" push.  You weren't elected so please butt out!
They never do.  That is bad, too, because the expectation implies a thinly veiled attempt at royalty.

We are not that.  So, first spouses should shut up and do something which does not use tax money or the office to gain prestige power, attention and money for their cause.

So, to you, Melania,  don't go on any tax draining crusades, and stay naked.  We'll get along just fine. It would be OK for you to say the previous power greedy first spouses will not be your role model, that you understand how disrespectful it is to pretend to be an elected official or a queen when one is neither.